I hate that I am beginning to feel I am not really a good speaker because whatever I tell you right now is only induced by whatever drug my husband put in my soda. I am afraid of what it's going to do to my heart. I am really upset and I am unsure about anything because I can't really prove anything but whatever this is, I know whatever happiness I am feeling right now is fake and I am afraid of what's going to happen once it wears off. I am afraid I might even die from this. Why is he so careless. I don't know what to say.
Rest is equally important with your will to work harder. If you are going to observe closely, you don't really accomplish more when you skip your much needed rest because you work slower than usual and you get distracted by feelings of not being rewarded for your hard work. It's better to take some time to just breathe and forget about the deadlines. You need to do this regularly. You need to learn how to tell when it's time for you to sit back and relax. Be kind to yourself.
Write something about yourself. No need to be fancy, just an overview.